
Monday, July 21, 2008
Meet Ed
I enjoyed a week's worth of memories in two days at the ol' Fuller cabin. That's what happens when you find yourself in the middle of a gravelly sage-filled valley surrounded by fir-covered mountains that release ribbons of somniferous creeks and dusty corduroy trails onto your doorstep. You let it go. All of it. That first fresh morning when you push back the tent flap and thrust your face into the honeyed light that comes at 2000 feet, whatever you left behind is forgotten. Lots of blog material.
In this installment, I'd like you to meet Ed. (Click on photos to enlarge.) Ed is the kind of guy you've gotta meet before you die. A classic in the true sense of the word, and if I haven't emphasized it enough, they don't make them like Ed anymore. But they should. Ed is a friend of John and Eileen Fuller, who with their adventuresome son Johnny and delightfully poised daughter Dana, joined us for the last weekend of Camp Gravelly. How Ed ended up at the cabin, I'm not sure. Something to do with picking up Savannah, aptly nicknamed Savi and sweet as peach pie, who also joined us that weekend. Ed flies a de Havillan Beaver sea plane. He's been at it since 1964. Ed was on his way home to Canada from a two-month job in southern California. Somehow, John (the Dad) got Ed to fly double-dutch with Johnny (the son) to pick up Savi in Ukiah and land at the airstrip next to Lake Pillsbury; a mile or so from the cabin. Since it was on the way to Canada, I guess. Doesn't really matter. What's important is that we got Ed for two days.
The first thing you need to know about Ed is that he's recently recovered from a broken neck which he sustained while turning a back flip on a trampoline. The second thing you need to know is that Ed is 65. He's pretty darned fit and trim for a guy his age who's been through something like that. But he's practically Superman for the other thing he's been through: his son's long, traumatic recovery from a brain tumor. We learned that when Ed was telling us about the marijuana plants they grow. But stuff like that, in fact everything we learned about Ed, it wasn't designed to impress or boast. Stories of his adventures sort of tumbled out of him almost involuntarily into conversations that he didn't initiate. He'd walk up to you in his pressed olive drab shirt tucked into a neatly belted pair of cargo pants looking like a park ranger, and usually ask a question about the place. Or the surroundings. Or the history. He was curious. Then something you'd say would trigger a story from Ed's memory. He told Brian "the one" about pissing while piloting. (Brian asked.) Evidentally, his secretary nagged him into taking her up. She put coffee in a thermos, and after they'd finished it, he had to get rid of some. So, he set his gauges, told her not to touch a thing, and went in the back of the plane to relieve himself into the empty thermos. I guess he dumped it, and when he got back that day, he washed it out real good. Next day, the secretary brings in the thermos of coffee, pours herself a cup, takes a sip, and cries "this coffee tastes like piss!" Brian figures it's a bit fantastical, the story. But that's the point. That's Ed. Ed enjoyed our campfire coffee; it's course enough to strip tooth enamel. And he enjoyed the cocktails. Especially, Ed liked his beer. But never before flying. When we were on the lake, he was drinking water and examining flight maps. Soon, he learned through radio communications that the northern California coast was fogged in and smoke from the wildfires nearby rendered him flightless for another night. So, he asked how the jetski works, got a quick lesson from Johnny, then took off to buy a few sixes, which he shared with the other beach bums. No fuss. No bother. Just another chance to live it up another day. At the end of the day, shootin' the shit, sitting in a misfit collection of folding chairs on the back porch, facing the mountains in the orange glow of kerosene lanterns, finishing off a few bottles of California red. . . it's your place, but you get the feeling you're in Ed's element.
The morning he left for home, Ed doffed his cap, bowed, and said "I thank you for your hospitality." We escorted him out to the air strip, where I asked if I could sit in the Beaver. I have a fear of heights, so no way I'm gonna ever fly in the thing, but I wanted to play with the toys. Saying our goodbyes, Ed invited Kirk and Brian to go fishing with him at his place in Canada. He didn't describe a picturesque house-on-the-lake kind of setting, but he tossed in a fish story that made you picture it anyway. As he hoisted himself into his seat, he said "yep, fishin' out the front door." And off he went with his maps, overnight bag, and thermos.

Tuesday, July 15, 2008
Ooh La La Twighlight Vixens!

Monday, July 14, 2008
P.S. Happy 20th Anniversary of Brian Fuller Day

Wednesday, July 9, 2008
Diary Excerpt
Brian went to the cabin with Malcolm. After a few days of no phone calls, I missed talking. Brian's got a great ear; he'll listen to anything and no matter how mundane, he'll respond as if it makes a difference to him. I love that, and take advantage of his goodwill as much as I can. Especially since I started writing the book and go days sometimes without leaving the house. I was beginning to tremble the way Buddy the Dog does whenever the cat crosses his path. The cat he can't chase or he'll get the $@*% kicked out of him. So I began a little diary that week. I didn't blog because I'm not kidding, this stuff was as interesting as chicken bouillon. But I needed a blog posting. I took an entry from one day in the diary in which I waxed on writing. (in my head, that came out "waxed on whiting"). I give you, July 10th:
July 10: No hike today. Lazy. Woke up to a crisis: no high test coffee beans and no cat food. (Actually, ran out of the cat food last night, but I just left her outside to fill up on moles and mice.) Zoom zoomed off in the Mini at 8 a.m. to avert the crisis, and an hour and a half later came home with an extra large Americano and Iams. Aaaaaaand a new skin care regime (adios, Mr. Franklin), eggs, zip lock bags, Burts Bees lip balm (not the kind that turns your lips white), cilantro, sun block, and seltzer water. I wish I had a dime for every hour I waste shopping for cheaper face products that will reverse the signs of aging. I wish someone had told us way back to invest in cosmetic companies. Sipping my luke warm Americano, the rest of the day, I updated my reverse outline. Can I tell you a secret? I don't have an outline for the book. I was too antsy to get going, and outlines only work if you know what you're doing. But to keep track of themes and conflicts and notes for revisions, I backfill an outline. I had three chapters to backfill, but as a result, I saw so many mistakes. I want to go back and fix them, but Sooz sez "Plow ahead. You can go back." I want to say, "but I've got ADD. I'll forget it all in 10 minutes." But she assures me that I could come up with a different edit for the same sentence each and every day. So, I could go back every day, or I can wait til the revision. She promises that no matter what, I'll have an edit for it, even if it's not the same one I had today. I will trust. But I did go through a bunch of chapters and write notes in margins. For the whole day. Except the hour I talked to Mary. I was so happy to see her name on my caller ID. She just got back fromBali (and a retreat before that.) Mary and I have an understanding: we rarely talk because we know we'll never get off the phone. And we both have our art to be selfish about. But as I said earlier, I was just backfilling the outline and it was MARY. Mary and I talk about great stuff. Inside stuff that can reinflate the soul. We did try to limit it. She started off by saying, "Can you talk or are you working?" I said, "I've got five minutes, but then I've got to get back." I don't ever have to explain to Mary. We might have stopped after, hmmm, 45 minutes? An hour? When we got going, my soul realized how thirsty it was, and it wanted to swim across the Bay in a conversation with Mary. By the way, I don't think chapter nine works. I think I have to rewrite it. I know. I know. Deadline. . .
July 10: No hike today. Lazy. Woke up to a crisis: no high test coffee beans and no cat food. (Actually, ran out of the cat food last night, but I just left her outside to fill up on moles and mice.) Zoom zoomed off in the Mini at 8 a.m. to avert the crisis, and an hour and a half later came home with an extra large Americano and Iams. Aaaaaaand a new skin care regime (adios, Mr. Franklin), eggs, zip lock bags, Burts Bees lip balm (not the kind that turns your lips white), cilantro, sun block, and seltzer water. I wish I had a dime for every hour I waste shopping for cheaper face products that will reverse the signs of aging. I wish someone had told us way back to invest in cosmetic companies. Sipping my luke warm Americano, the rest of the day, I updated my reverse outline. Can I tell you a secret? I don't have an outline for the book. I was too antsy to get going, and outlines only work if you know what you're doing. But to keep track of themes and conflicts and notes for revisions, I backfill an outline. I had three chapters to backfill, but as a result, I saw so many mistakes. I want to go back and fix them, but Sooz sez "Plow ahead. You can go back." I want to say, "but I've got ADD. I'll forget it all in 10 minutes." But she assures me that I could come up with a different edit for the same sentence each and every day. So, I could go back every day, or I can wait til the revision. She promises that no matter what, I'll have an edit for it, even if it's not the same one I had today. I will trust. But I did go through a bunch of chapters and write notes in margins. For the whole day. Except the hour I talked to Mary. I was so happy to see her name on my caller ID. She just got back from
Thursday, July 3, 2008
Fear Itself
What if we all stopped caring about what everyone thinks? What if we just blurted out the truth? All of it. Our secrets, lies, hidden truths, peccadillos, what shames us, what hurts us. At the moment, we know truth can hurt. But if we all stopped caring what everyone/anyone thinks, it wouldn't hurt. "Who cares?" we'd chime and proceed to talk about lawn care products. Wouldn't that burst a few venom balloons! My wish, my most earnest deep-gut desire, is to speak (write) without worrying about how "Nails" is going to respond. "Nails" is skilled with venom balloons. When were were growing up, "Nails'" existence edited everything until we couldn't open our mouths or take a step out of the house without pausing to consider how "Nails" could construe it into . . . well, anything more would be amo for "Nails." One day. One day I'm going to write without fear of "Nails." And it's either going to be the day I say "Screw Nails!" or the day "Nails" isn't around any more. Thing is, it's not so much "Nails;" it's the people who care about "Nails'" influence. Simplest solution: let's all stop caring about what "Nails" thinks. Has "Nails" earned our care? Do we owe "Nails" something? Say it with me, people: "Free Screaminglady! SCREW NAILS!"
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